Japanese Light: The last week and a bit

To begin with:
Red Cross Japan Tsunami Appeal

I have spent the long weekend in turn drunk, crabby, fatherly and cleaning. Nothing to do with priorities. Friends from Tokyo staying with another friend provided the first, the next was unavoidable and the last two are default settings.

I have spent the last week and a bit in shock, sadness, fear, shaking, working, being a father and husband and wondering whether I should be leaving Japan.

It's not such an easy decision as I imagined when I was younger. Radiation? Quakes? Family? Leave now, and never come back!

Bought a flat last year though. Got a full time job and my wife is starting a new one next week. Been in Japan for 11 years, worked fairly hard in some ways to be in the situation I am in now and who is going to walk away from that without checking a few things first?

Earthquakes. We have always lived with the knowledge that it could happen right now. It did. Not in my area. We discussed what we could do. We cried when we saw the rescue team from the UK arrive on the scene (again, nothing to do with priorities). We sent money to the Japanese red cross. I did a little disaster prevention in the home. I mailed friends in Tokyo to come and stay. I watched as Damon did the opposite and went to the disaster zones to take photographs for a client. Our house wasn't shaking anymore. I bought my daughter a protective hat. There were only 2 quakes that I felt here (one more while asleep, I heard).

I got an i-phone the week before the first quake hit. I was at work when it did. The school moved like it had been plonked on top of a cross channel ferry. I downloaded the BBC news app. In the constant search for information to make sense of the situation, my fingers left the screen when they had to (if I have one complaint about the iphone it is that with all other mobiles they can be charged by emergency hand powered generators... but not the i-phone).

Facebook was taken over by links, comments and expressions of shock. One friend in Tokyo gave almost minute by minute accounts of the shakes. It put me on edge, and I was glad when she came to Nagoya to get away. It seemed like nothing had happened here. People out shopping, my work going on as usual. Food in the shops. Gas in the heater. It didn't balance out.

The Japanese news was now even more difficult to understand. NHK kept up their translated news service. Staunch work. The tsunami images were unbelievable. Images of the Indonesia tsunami overlayed upon small Japanese coastal towns.

Then the Fukushima problem. Now the chance that, as well as the appalling loss of life, the effects on the Japanese economy, the expected tax rises and the heightened worry that we could be next, we may have another .... another what? 3 Mile Island? Chernobyl? Who knew?

The reaction to the Japanese earthquake and Fukushima plant problem by many people and by some news services was hysterical to say the least. I was in a panic. My wife told me to spend more time with her and our daughter than with our computer. In my mind I was only trying to find out more about the dangers we faced. I posted on a newspaper site that I thought we needed 'level headed reporting'. I just wanted to know what was going on.

One foreign resident, Daniel Kahl, uploaded a 'plea' for non-sensational reporting to You Tube. It seemed like a nice idea, but I couldn't help thinking that beyond that we need to have a little more self control. 自己管理 (jiko kanri) in Japanese. Self management. Spaces like facebook and Twitter were never set up for disasters, but they have been used for so much more in recent weeks. Opinions can reach many people in the blink of an eye and there is no controlling voice of reason to say 'hang on a minute'. Nor should there be.

Like I say, I panicked. I looked for information where I could find it. Many people did the same. Below are the links I posted to Facebook over the past week or so in chronological order. Some are news, mostly the BBC who I found to be un-sensational and informative (though I have no idea what their reporting was like at home). Others are sites that friends posted. The light relief were just that.

March 21st Randall Munroe ("...if you are basing radiation safety procedures on an internet PNG image and things go wrong, you have no-one to blame but yourself") "Radiation Dose Chart".

March 21st Light Relief "Melody Gardot - Who will comfort me".

March 21st One of sources of Fleep's charts for Tokyo "Environmental Radiation Measurement Result".

March 18th BBC article "Choppers bring no nuclear relief - but current might".

March 17th NBC (via friend) "U.S. to help Americans leave Japan".

March 17th N.Y Times (date saw article)